back to reality or is there a chance?

Sometimes, I just hope that I'm not part of a giant deceiving game, that what I wish could happen, that sometimes the reality could not strike me back at least for once...

That headache doesn't want to go away, the last months have been so nice (ok maybe not each single second but most of it), and now, being supposed to go back to these old problems, always the same things, the same conflicts with the same person. Is there any way to avoid that?